Stepping into motherhood was supposed to be a journey filled with boundless joy and tender moments. A time of connection and bonding with my sweet-smelling, tiny-fingered baby. Yet the reality I faced was a relentless storm of emotions that seemed to engulf me. For nine months, I celebrated every moment. From purchasing maternity clothes to attending my baby showers to choosing a name. The post-birth cries filled the hospital room... that sweet long-awaited connection arrived with a burst of emotions. As I left the hospital, reality started to weigh on me...